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Progress, progress..

So of recent I've been playing some really crappy games - on my phone I've been playing Make More, this incredibly shallow idle/clicker game that pines for my attention, and on my PC I've been playing the Mystery PI series, an image search game where you spot weird items in weirder places. I've 100% completed 4 of 5 of those games in the past couple weeks, and as soon as I complete them, I stop playing them. Not temporarily, but permanently.  I feel this is a mirror image about how I feel of my internet usage - I feel I'm building a lot of systems at the moment that allow me to say those permanent farewells, which, I know - probably aren't permanent. But it feels nice to make headway on the topic, and that's precisely what this post will be about - it's been a couple weeks now, and I'd just like to provide you a quick status update of what I've tried out, what else I'm considering, and where I'll be going next. Let's start off with on...

Letting Go of the Internet

Introspection is an interesting word - so much of the cues this biosphere provides us leads us in the direction of looking outward into the world, to remain alert, aware, perceptive - for our own safety, historically (and I suppose still now). On the contrary, these days there is more and more room for self-assessment, looking at the things going on in your brain. I think there's very much pros and cons to this, and I feel that a lot of what people do now, the introspection that's encouraged, is counter-productive. I'm going to drop the rhetoric now though, because this blog isn't about other people - it's about lil' old me. I've spent the past few months trying to wrench myself away from my phone, as I spied more and more the toxic traits I'd written about in sixth form were sticking their claws into me. I was doomscrolling upwards of 3 hours a day, spiralling into more political and aggressive content within minutes. I'm grateful for the ability to...

Hello World!

 Hello World!